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Humans

Sun, 02 Sep 2012 07:25:41 -0400

They fail. Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over again.

"Brave front"

Mon, 13 Aug 2012 07:39:29 -0400

“Brave front”

SO CUTE

Thu, 09 Aug 2012 12:27:44 -0400

SO CUTE

Okay

Thu, 26 Jul 2012 05:51:50 -0400

Can’t stand how the words get choked. The spark there is, but not lighted. So much beneath yet none cometh to the surface where the sea meets the sand. Why. Why does it seem like the greens in the sea brushing through and flow seems to delight the waters most? Not the sand the ocean longs for? Why. Why not that same laughter or smile. Does it feel the same? The crackle of the water. Tell. Choking. It doesn’t make sense. What a battle. What a fight. This is. Green. Green. Green. Written all over. What a feeling, unhealthy. Because it goes unsaid inside the head. You can’t decipher.

"Young love so complicated"

Thu, 19 Jul 2012 11:46:09 -0400

“Young love so complicated”

Redirection

Thu, 19 Jul 2012 09:07:33 -0400

I’ve been so negative lately I failed to see how blessed I truly am. I kept focusing on how trapped I felt I was, in this vicious cycle of the gearing up for the upcoming exams. It feels meaningless because life does not revolve and should not revolve around studying. Some days I feel so trapped and bogged down with so many issues, with the dramas of jc life. But I had some enlightenment today. I’m so thankful how my parents never pressurise me into getting perfect scores and excellent grades. They don’t nag or lecture or kill me for a fail grade. They are supportive, they give me solutions and all. Even when I feel so downcast and tell them how messed up the stressful edu system is and how I’m so pressurised into getting good grades and all that. But they said “nope but not at home we don’t”. They say as long as I do my best, as long as I learn through the process. And all that. Ultimately, I know I push myself. I don’t get stress or sadden because of parents who go hard on me. I like that I can complain to them abt how depressed and annoyed I am, with studying things I don’t enjoy. But I know I have to do my best. And my greatest motivation and ultimate goal to please and glorify shall and should be God. Because only He deserves all glory. And I want to do it for Him. Really a redirection once again. I mean it’s not tt I don’t know all these stuff. They all ring in my head but sometimes I’m too clogged up with that cloud of confusion, I forget. I know my poems are all sad and depressing but that’s my way of expressing myself when I’m sad. But that doesn’t mean I’m not happy or thankful. I just don’t express my happiness and joy in poems like I often do when I’m depressed. So I’m just so thankful. Glad to remember that there’s more to life and the main purpose in life, I have not forgotten. I know when all else fail, I have my family and some real good close friends who choose to stick by me. And also when humans fail, my God never will. No, I’m not trying to impose anything on anyone here. I’m just talking from my point of view and in the context of my life. I believe we all have the freedom to say whatever we would like to about our own lives esp on a personal space like this. So amidst the hectic workload and crazy amount of stress and studies, I’m thankful. Because I am blessed in so many ways.

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Thu, 19 Jul 2012 06:47:55 -0400

did-you-kno: Source

Thu, 19 Jul 2012 06:47:44 -0400

did-you-kno:

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THIS

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THIS

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Thu, 19 Jul 2012 06:40:38 -0400

leilockheart: I have so much to say but whenever the time comes...

Thu, 19 Jul 2012 06:38:24 -0400

leilockheart:

I have so much to say but whenever the time comes to say it, Im silent

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